today i saw this new about a guy name alvis kong, is not something shocking actually but just a guy because of "love" suicide....
this is the guy....handsome right? personality i dun noe la....but heard from some friends of mine after the first relationship, he edi wanted to go suicide....to me my mind came out with a WHY?
WHY he wanted to think that way? now after the second one....he do wat he wish for.... commit suicide....is like very proud of doing that...but the truth is....NO!!! u dun gain any proud-ness of doing that...u only will make the people tat care about u suffer....he said hw much he love his GF...and now he will just bring pressure to the people he love....i really dun noe wat is he thinking....he got the looks....scare can nt find another people that really love him....if dun one than take the guts to chance back her...what for go die...hurt the parents who raise him until now....i really dun one to say this but is really STUPID.
i'm not sad because he die...i'm sad because he dun have the guts to live on...i'm sad because his parents sure will be sad of this.....i'm sad because why can he be so selfish.....
even me...after the people i love leave me ....it was sad....it was hurt....although i did think of hurting myself....even suicide...i noe is stupid....but in the end...i didn't do any of this because i know my parents will be sad, my friends....i dun one them to be sad....i dun one to hurt them....thats y i'm still here....even now i'm still trying to get bck the person i love but to say the truth i really dun noe how long it will last....
these few days i being forceful to know the answer...may be i'm scare that i dun noe how long it will take...dun noe how long the feeling will last....dun noe in the end will u came out will th sentence" i dun love u any more"....算了啦。u wanted to be this way...i just will follow...thats all.....
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