找死的我。。。。

DEAD LINE is around the conner,

presentation is on Thursday,

tomorrow need to print out so that can PIN up,

and wat am i doing now...BLOGGING!!!

我是不在找死。。。。哈哈！！！

So long didn't visit my another buddy's blog and suddenly i went over to VISIT,

Looks i have been missed out is happening around her,

but i'm happy and 放心 that she is ok and happy,

although she is a bit emo and moody sometimes,

but overall she is fine,

can eat, can sleep, can laugh, can be happy,

so consider ok la....^^

i kinda misses her too,

but mostly i'm JEALOUS of her,

am i really a person that jealous easily,

i admit, YES!!!

Knowing her had a such great bf makes me sooooo ENVY her,

another side also happy for her la...cos her bf treat her well and she is happy^^

nothing to say d....cos of too JEALOUS d... MISS KENIX LIM..... wahahahaha...

another thing i wanted to blog is every time i read her blog really makes me felt 幸福，

a bit sad also cos makes me think bck of the things i lost....

sometimes i really hate myself for can nt become a really 狠 de person...

if i am may be i will not felt wat i am feeling now...

should i feel lucky that i can still be beside him?

should i felt happy that he treat me diff from others?

should i felt sad when walking behind of him watching his bck side facing me?

should i just may be run away to a far far country ?

should i even have hopes for him?

should i? can any one tell me?

* i'm not being emo here just something tangled in my heart and want to pour it all out

i think my friends will totally scold me or saying how stupid i am...but in deed I AM

sometimes i just need to face the truth that i am really STUPID, UNMATURED

May be later something will change...I can feel something will come up...just i dun noe is good or bad...hopefully is something good ba...

lastly today sentence of the day:

IF FEELINGS CAN BE CONTROL, HOW GOOD LIFE CAN BE!

AGREE?

may be something isn't impossible...

at this time 4:08 a.m. i still have the time to blog...i should not be doin this be i can nt help it...

still have many things haven done, i really scare i can nt make it...I'M SCARE!!!!!!!

beside sharing my stupid thinking and fears...i wanted to share that i just went to my FB and i saw my hometown friend...v were close went v r in primary school...but after that v have our own friend so v talk lest...she is younger than me i think two years ba...dun care la...she have this relationship with her bf who is also same primary and secondary school v her...they have been tgt for seven years...really long...but dun noe wat happen they broke up...from the facebook status she is always sad and moody those days...but when time goes on i can see started to go on with her life strongly...i can also felt that she still love him...at that time i really think that they w

ill be tgt bck again because normally i saw those couple tgt for that long also will nt get bk tgt again....but out of the impossibility...they are bck tgt...i was quite shock but from my feelings i can feel that they still love each other and hopefully history will not happen again....i was also happy to c them bck tgt....hopefully they will noe hw to appreciated each other till the end...

from this impossibility...i believe there is chances in life...but to me, myself...i really dun dare to think...chances will nt drop down from the sky, v have to gained it ourself....i tried, i fall, i fail...although i can stand bck up but i edi lose faith de...dun really dare to believe.... so BAD la me being emo again...i promise i will try to share out as much happy and stop sharing emo stuff de...Sorry ya!!

love is everywhere , love is as sweet as this soft candy....hope every1 will get love ^^

i hope my life will be like this smoothies...full of colours...everyday will a special day...full of happiness...^^

ONLY YOU...

ONLY YOU is the newest HK drama...i think for all the HK drama that the first ep can make people felt touch and cry this is the first one ever that make me cry for just watching the first ep...i was touch for the things the " dai cam jie"said , this person played quite an important role in wedding, she or he will say good word and blessing so that a new wedding couple will goes smoothly and happy in their coming new life. if in my wedding the "dai cam jie" say those things i sure will be touch and cry, because i love my parents so much...

this drama is quite interesting to watch, may be because i also have the interest of becoming a wedding planer. may be in the future i will nt get married but i also hope lovers will be happy in the wedding because once in the life time.

hopefully one day my dream will come true of becoming a wedding planner...^^

New make over...YUHOOO!!!

sure will let people scold that until so "early" still not sleeping, yet not doing assignment but making a new make over to my old"pal" haha...is like FINALLY i had this make over for my blog...this will be a new start for me where things will change....sooner or later i think i also need a new make over...haha...

i think thats all for now...later i sure will add some nice stuff to it...STAY TUNE!! ^_^

valentines day....

today is valentines day...many couples should everywhere in the town, shopping mall, cinema, restaurant etc etc....may be some couples will have some surprise for their love ones....may be propose, or another 999 roses or even more....hmmm dun noe how is the feeling of having so much roses, i think for me my room will full with roses and not enough vases from them...haha...

For couples they sure have many things to do....but as for singles...what r they doin at this time? hmmm...i wonder....may be goin to take down some happenings club, or having so singles night with besties, or just staying at home watching movies or like me...doin assignment? or jst doin nothing...haha...

this valentines i have something to remember...not because i have any romantics dates or surprises, to be truth i have nothing on valentine....but something i learn from it, although i have no lovers, but at least i have some1 to love...i have my families and friends to love...and also my beloved ASSIGNMENTS...HOW SWEET OF IT...haha....

ok la...tat end for my V day talk....hope lovers out side there will be as sweet as honey....