找死的我。。。。

DEAD LINE is around the conner,

presentation is on Thursday,

tomorrow need to print out so that can PIN up,

and wat am i doing now...BLOGGING!!!

我是不在找死。。。。哈哈！！！

So long didn't visit my another buddy's blog and suddenly i went over to VISIT,

Looks i have been missed out is happening around her,

but i'm happy and 放心 that she is ok and happy,

although she is a bit emo and moody sometimes,

but overall she is fine,

can eat, can sleep, can laugh, can be happy,

so consider ok la....^^

i kinda misses her too,

but mostly i'm JEALOUS of her,

am i really a person that jealous easily,

i admit, YES!!!

Knowing her had a such great bf makes me sooooo ENVY her,

another side also happy for her la...cos her bf treat her well and she is happy^^

nothing to say d....cos of too JEALOUS d... MISS KENIX LIM..... wahahahaha...

another thing i wanted to blog is every time i read her blog really makes me felt 幸福，

a bit sad also cos makes me think bck of the things i lost....

sometimes i really hate myself for can nt become a really 狠 de person...

if i am may be i will not felt wat i am feeling now...

should i feel lucky that i can still be beside him?

should i felt happy that he treat me diff from others?

should i felt sad when walking behind of him watching his bck side facing me?

should i just may be run away to a far far country ?

should i even have hopes for him?

should i? can any one tell me?

* i'm not being emo here just something tangled in my heart and want to pour it all out

i think my friends will totally scold me or saying how stupid i am...but in deed I AM

sometimes i just need to face the truth that i am really STUPID, UNMATURED

May be later something will change...I can feel something will come up...just i dun noe is good or bad...hopefully is something good ba...

lastly today sentence of the day:

IF FEELINGS CAN BE CONTROL, HOW GOOD LIFE CAN BE!

AGREE?