sad.....T.T

today i felt sad....sad for a fren and for myself....i had mention b4 this fren in my blog b4....she is a really kind, simple minded ,helpful, nice , cheerful gal....but she is not tat lucky for her love life....when she meet the rite person but may b it is not in the rite time or may b not in the rite place.....when time n place is rite...the person is not the one....when she have some1 she likes....the guy edi have someone de....haizzz...i really dun want to c her get hurt and sad...but wat i can do...she still need to face to truth by her self and wat i can do is stay by her side and support her....i will not say the guy is bad cos he is also a good fren of mine but may b he dun really noe how to make a limit to things tats y sad thing happen...haizzz....wish they can go through it and still can b fren...tats wat i hope....

as for me...wat am i sad for....act i also not sure y....but is it when a relaltionship gets longer...will people get bored with it? is it the sweetness in it have fade away and it all become so normal???althought it looks like its ok, stable bla bla.....but i still felt like the feeling is bein together for edi may b 5 to 10 years de....all looks so completely normal to me.....i still hope for some of those honey moon tat is when it is just started...kekeke...all those sweetness makes u feel so in love.....i wish i can start all over again...may b or may b not....i still will wait and c wat will happen in the future.....>.<

walao...mana eh tahan!!!!!

today something happen.....the f wolf came out to cari mangsa de....always go cari my fren....he want to attack me but i will kill him if he dare....tim chi he everytime also go attack my fren....tis time lagi worse.....then boys r not in then he can be more brave to action de...damn him!!!!! people watching movie u so bc body join together to watch for wat...also no ajak u to watch also....people asking oppinion u bc boday come over for wat...also no call u....u want cari mangsa go chi cheong kai there la...there many to be ur mangsa....u want do wat to them also can....u got money then can de....dun kacau my fren again la...please la....my fren dun dare to scold u cos she kind n soft...people still want give u muka o.....damn tat wolf lor......if me i sure kill u for sure..wtf....attention all gals always goin to hostel...beware of this big hamsap wolf....if he come near u....just ask him to fuck off...remember....dun be mangsa de!!!!

432 morning

hahaha...at tis time i'm not sleeping either finishing my second assignment tat i should past up long time ago......at first really sleepy but after the time not sleepy de.....kekeke...funny ya....every1 had already finish but me still have25 % to finish it...hope later can finish la....kekeke....these few days or i should say few weeks....quite a lot of things had happen....long story yet a bit complicate...but hope they can handle it la....althought wat happen i will always be there v u all de...>.<

there is something in my mind i can not decide....can anyone help me....is it if the rest of my life for not meeting v "the Queen" am i consider useless?or may be i 'm a scary cat? but if people didn't wanted to meet v u,should i make the first step? always taking the first step is really very common to me...even my love is also i'm taking the first step....but should i in this one? taking the first step in this one is really supper hard for me....either kena scold gou gou li...either kena break up gou gou li...either in the future kena treat super super cold gou gou li......hahaha...really super gou gou li the thing tat i think of...kekeke....but is not the time for me to take this step yet....u wanted to scold me i also decide de la.....no one can force me...kekekeke....

second thing in my mind is either anniversary or having trip v fren.....is one is truly wtf.....these two thing is not in the same date but i still need to choose...really wtf!!!!!!this is my second time of having my anniversary v my bf....but i not sure wat is the reason he wanted me to choose either one....if goin trip v frens no anniversary, if anniversary not having trip v fren...wtf!!!!these two thing is really important to me....one is spending the day v the people i love.... one is celebrathing a really greatfull frens bday having crazy time v my frens....i finally have some fres tat i like so much n they also like me too.....y i still need to choose.....really wtf!!!!!i dun care a....i two also want.....but really wanted to choose....i think i will choose to go trip v frens.....first year anniversary didn't went well.....wishing for second year...but i think i just have to dream for it cos i not goin to celebrate it le....a bit sad but i also quite used to it cos bein v a guy tat dun really care much of date....if for me in the past every special date to me is important....and now....i think there is no meaning for me to care too much of it.....i have to say this.....cos i really have some girls fren to hang out v...i can not loose them....love u guys so much!!!!! bye to anniversary.......

finally...althought the heart got a bit sad...but it will be ok for me since i edi used to it....kekeke...nite nite i need to have my sleep and countinue when i wake up.....