long time didn't upload my blog de....everytime wanted to write but like nothing to write...kekeke...
these feeling of mine is sometimes hard to express it out....sometimes felt sad but u can not show u r sad....angry also can not angry too much...is a bit sien tat u actually can not express wat u felt in a way u want to....i can say many sad things happen to me recently.....one of my cousin brother just past away....in a age of just 30 something....when i was small....v usually visit him...he is a geek in IT, games....he is really good in it....when years past by...v have lest contact de...i also lest visit him but when i heard bout his gone...my heart felt pain n its like u can not breath for a while....then tears drop....can not believe it really happen....i can just say when he is there i didn't spend sometime v him all...when he is gone i felt sad also felt like no used de....kind of missed him....
the other things is ...sad bout my classmates....i'm sad tat sometimes they dun even care bout how v felt....say things tat r harsh to us...making us felt hurt and pain in the heart....no one wanted anything happen between us so dun try to make or do stupid thing...think b4 u act....not just bout u..care bout others feeling....v r human....not things....animals also have feelings....want to do anything just say it out....ask oppinion....remember is nt u show...is ours....try to grow up de....b4 this i was really angry n sad...but when i heart from a fren about the real thing behind the sence....i felt ok...i hope tat fren of mine is not just trying to help them...hope is from his true heart cos i kinda trust him.....hope everything goes well n will turn a lesson for us...hope she learnt something....
