Wednesday, September 30, 2009

feelings of the month......

long time didn't upload my blog de....everytime wanted to write but like nothing to write...kekeke...

these feeling of mine is sometimes hard to express it out....sometimes felt sad but u can not show u r sad....angry also can not angry too much...is a bit sien tat u actually can not express wat u felt in a way u want to....i can say many sad things happen to me recently.....one of my cousin brother just past away....in a age of just 30 something....when i was small....v usually visit him...he is a geek in IT, games....he is really good in it....when years past by...v have lest contact de...i also lest visit him but when i heard bout his gone...my heart felt pain n its like u can not breath for a while....then tears drop....can not believe it really happen....i can just say when he is there i didn't spend sometime v him all...when he is gone i felt sad also felt like no used de....kind of missed him....

the other things is ...sad bout my classmates....i'm sad tat sometimes they dun even care bout how v felt....say things tat r harsh to us...making us felt hurt and pain in the heart....no one wanted anything happen between us so dun try to make or do stupid thing...think b4 u act....not just bout u..care bout others feeling....v r human....not things....animals also have feelings....want to do anything just say it out....ask oppinion....remember is nt u show...is ours....try to grow up de....b4 this i was really angry n sad...but when i heart from a fren about the real thing behind the sence....i felt ok...i hope tat fren of mine is not just trying to help them...hope is from his true heart cos i kinda trust him.....hope everything goes well n will turn a lesson for us...hope she learnt something....

No comments:

Post a Comment