this year gave a feeling of the year come all those thing coming bck.....some can consider good and some are bad.....somethings change in the last year but this year is like the old self came bck again.....i felt myself is stating to change cos i felt when i'm angry with him and i'm really nt talking v him....and every time when i have hope in him it just turn me down every time...many people ask me to appreciate for wat i have and the person who care of me.....but does he really care.....no one can really tell.....i just felt disappointed v me and starting to felt for myself and care much bout myself.....my feeling....always wanted someone to care more bout me and always b by my side when i needed but i think that some people are may b selfish and i think may b i should be the other person who care more bout myself.....
kinda funny for me to write something so down and sad for the starting year and although i'm still hoping for something special to remember for the coming days and months....but i will not hoping that much cos somethings will always be the same......"happy new year" li ching.....
what is appreciate actually?appreciate of what u having now and appreciate ppl who is beside you? think deeply, if the person u appreciated that much and that person didn't appreciate back of what you did for them, so what for still appreicate them like you supposed to appreciate. Because of responsibility? Well, I don' know is it yes or not. But better still you go and find things or person who worth your appreciation. Yes, you still can appreciate them. Like before I said, if you think is worth it then is worth it, but is it really worth it? that's a question, you need to ask yourself. do they really worth it or not? there are too many ppl and things that we need to appreciate but do we have that much of semangat to appreciate all of them 1st. Why don't you put ur semangat to appreciate those who or which is worth it and also for yourselve specially.
ReplyDeleteLet go to find a better future. I'm not here to ask you break up or do whatever negative action. I'm just here to tell you think deeply that which is more important to you because it will decide what way your future goes. sometimes we have to be a little bit selfish. this is human being. Don't be back your old self. be tough, gal~~ think positively. No one wont care for you, there are still ppl who willing to care for you...hehe..
-KePohMun-
hey gal....act these days i edi decide something....may b will be shock when u hear this but i think is for the best for "us" la....may be i will regret of making this decision but for my future i can not let anything pull me down again....hope u will also support me ya....
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