Wednesday, December 30, 2009
kinda sad to myself.....
i'm edi stop doin my work ed....i'm edi dun have that kind of feeling to continue.... i felt like i can do much more better but i ratter stop de....wat i happening to me...i'm like running away from something but i dun eve noe wat it is...like mr louis always say thing that r a bit hurt sometimes but he is saying the truth.....am i no ready or i just fooling around....i edi fall down once do i even want to fall down again...of cos not la....but then now i just can not concentrate de cos i'm thinking of my family now....long time didn't go bck de and they miss me very much and my dad goin to have a small operation but then i'm still worry bout him...mind keep on thinking of bad result will come out....is scary...i should really care bout myself more than others...care bout people so much, done so mush thing people dun noe and will not noe and nothing becomes better.....is just a waste of time to put too much effort in it...is kind of tire.....just wish to take a break and do wat ever i want to.....happy holidays to me and my frens out there.....
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Give yourself a break gal..dun put too much pressure on you..is true that pressure can make us success but too much will make us suicide..hahaha..and this will cause your brain cant work, your idea cant pop up..and they will start to 'mogok'..They'll say: 'OOi~your pressure too fat d la..we can't come out leh..wanna breath pun tak boleh..very san fu you know..OOooi~~~dun care d la..u dowan let us come out so oklo, suak lo, dowan come out..bluek~~'..hahaha..nonsense la me..hahaha
ReplyDeleteIt is not wrong to put much effort..It is not wrong to care others more than yourself..and yes, is true that they will not appreciate what you did for them because they do not know..but on the other hand, dont hope too much that they will repay or appreciate of what you did for them because they have the choice to choose not to do it..you can't blame them because you yourself willingly did it for them, nobody force you to and so, just accept the truth..what you have to do now is think openly and i bet that you will feel much more better than you thought..dont care people say how stupid you are putting effort which is just a waste of time, because if you think is worth it and this is it end of story..im here not to teach you a lesson but sharing my experience..well, sharing is caring ma..hahahaha..but pls be balance, dun so care others too much..left abit for yourself wei..hahaha
Fall down is just a part of way to climb up to the next level..to improve yourself to be a better one, you must learn how to fall alots time and stand back up by own strength..you fall down doesn't means you are a lifetime failure..every successor starts and learn from their failure..to success you must fall..dun be scare, stand bravely and firmly to face the fail..well i think you know about this d wan la..hahahahaha..macam yes aje aku..hahahaha
Hope your dad will recover soon(although i dont know what sick he got..hehe)
Lastly, 船到桥头自然直哦..hahaha
Hope that after this holiday, your mind will be fresh like fresh milk and start your tough day again..keke..
Happy Holiday~~muacks~
-KehPoMun-(XheeMun)
sorry ar too long d my comment...hahahaha
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