tuesday morning....

b4 i went to sleep...i would like to visit my dear blog...kekekeke...yesterday i noe some new frens n they quite playful...i like them very much also...friendly n yet playful...those kind of feeling is like i'm having holiday edi but i haven start yet....my work also haven done yet i'm wishing for my holidays....oh my god....i wonder can i finish on time????i must...just to more time for my holidays...miss them so much....wuhuhu T.T....

to ah chun, ah sa, ah ben, ah so....v must gambate to finish our work n enjoy our holidays....GO GALS....V CAN DO IT!!!!!!

dun noe wat should i name this blog?

these few days quite a lot of things happen.....first i would like to congratulation to my bf's brothers wife, wendy that she had had birth to i'm not yet sure is it a baby girl or boy......times really pass really fast...from tat time i noe tat she is pregnant and now she is already had birth....is really fast....i wish to go visit her but i dun really dare....c first how....

next i would like to say tat i did a quite good presentation for my building by law....i was really happy cos many dun think i can do so but i really let them c the true me tat i really could do things tat they really dun think i can do so...i really hit them in the face....wakakaka....i wish i can keep tat on.....and i will....

then i finally have my gang de...kekeke....n tat is csbs gang...and that is chun, sa, ben, sor....kekeke
but although it means stupid, crazy but v r actually not like tat...crazy may b got a bit but v r actually not stupid....kekekek...just v like to hide ourselves more...kekeke...and i'm happy v them....kekekeke

and for the last part...king of pop micheal jackson had past away....althought i'm not really his fan but i really pei fu him cos of his dance and his song....he pass aways to me is quite young....tat time when i noe he past away....dun noe y i felt sad...tat day it also rain like the god is also crying for him....hope he can rest in peace....he will always be remember no mather wat....

a depressing day

Today i wanted to finish up my work but because of some reason it is bein delay.....so i wish i can pass up by today....super depress n fed up v it de....

my best bro finally had some one he likes and now he is like the blooming flowers....he is so in luck....these days he's moody is supper good....and he is always happy and like to curi curi smile alone....kekeke....i can say he is a good guy....to his gf i can say he will treat her super good....so she can dun worry de la...kekeke....wish they will last long like me n some1 ...kekeke...they are super sweet when i saw them holding hand.....sweet like honey....those kind of feeling is very hard describe is super super sweet de lor....kekeke

i wonder if v two had a wedding together...hmm...it will b happy n sweet .....can not imagine de.....kekeke...need to sleep de...later still need to wake up n countinue my work...sien>.<

dun noe how to describe....

now is edi 5:30 am and i haven sleep yet...but i'm goin to after i wrote this....now i'm sicking and a bit stressful from my assignment...although it still have about 30% to go but it is like many things still need to do....damn fed up v it de....i wish to stop but i can not....i will not give up no matter wat....i must finish it....THIS IS A MUST!!!!!

another thing i would like to share is this word unpredictable....many things tat nv think will happen act happen de....many b its true tat nothing is impossible....may b someday things will trun good between me n "the queen"...may b....n i wish tis fren of mine please dun play v his love life....how come so many relationship didn't last long....is it something wrong v him or her....i dun have the rights to noe wat had happen but i still can say this....v must appreciate the person v love...when u choose to b v him or her...tat is the responsibility between u n her...u can just broke bcos some small matter v must learn to accept the good n bad of tat person....tat can prove tat is true love in it....this is wat i learn from a book.... talk like a pro but i'm still learning how to love a person...kekeke

today is father's day.....everyone have their own family to celebrate v...but i dun have cos they are far from me....i wish to celebrate father's day v my dad but i do not have the time and chance....i miss him so much....but some day i sure will have a chance de....i wanted him to b happy.....healty....daddy....i love u!!!!happy father's day to u!!!!

am i happy?

i was wondering....am i really tat happy? everytime i thought i was happy but y i dun really felt so....now i'm away from my family....miss them so much...they are the only people in this world tat i can really feel safe and warm n being love....bein v them i can felt the true happiness in it....although sometimes v have same hard time but i still love them for who they are.....

when i thought i found a person tat i really can put my hold life in him....at first it was like really happy tat i found some one tat i love....but when times past...people dun feel the same ....may b some will change also....at the same time i'm asking myself....did i change ? am i not who am i ?asking these question but i can not even give myself an answer....am i bein annoying ? am i to simple thinking? am i really that stupid? may b or may b not tat is wat i can say to myself....bein shouted by some1 u love not for the first time....how is tat feeling? can any1 tell me? i felt it....wat i can tell is its hurts really bad....i can say may b it will happen again...it is really because of me saying tat much? i also wanted to noe....

until now my love for him has become confusing....is it true love or just becoming a needs????i wish i dun need him tat much....i really hope so....but y every time i woke up i must think of him...to say the true my heart until now is still hurting....a hole in it that needed to heal a long time....please b strong my heart....i needed u tat much so dun let down....hope everything will not get worse ...really hope so.....

new "home"

this will b my new place to write my blog....i may not everyday write in it but i will try to share all my feelings.....

through these few days....i felt something...something different in me....but i dun noe wat is it....am i fatter? thinner? or something else...hmmmm......but i found out this book....its call "i never knew i had a choise" it is a good book....the book tell many things...love, relatioships, family....n more....when i read it de i will share wat is wroten in it....hehehe....

then i finally had i brand tat i like so much...."Coach".....i like its everything...but no money to buy >.< so sad...but i will try my best to save money to buy 1 de...hehehe

i think tats all for today n happy 21st bday to qp also....