these few days i also didn't slept early cos need to rush assignment....still have a bout a week time to do the second project....scary....but still need to face it and try my best to finish it....
last few days i was like goin here n there....it is also the first time i slept v two gals side by side in the same bed...kekeke...i felt happy tat i have my own gang tat i will felt comfortable when i'm v them...like to talk wat also can....felt very safe when i'm v them.... kekeke....long time didn't felt tis way de.....
today i had a fight again v him....felt very angry but this time i dun felt sad dun noe y.....normally when i had fights v him i sure will cry but tat time i dun felt tat way....is like not sad not angry like no feeling de.....but my mind came out "break up" this two word....i really wanted to say it out when suddenly dun have tat feeling of saying those word...is not tat i'm scare but is like really no feeling de....is it something good or something bad....i kind of think i'm selfish....i wanted him more than any1 but sometimes i dun want him....is like part time in a relationship part time bein single tat kind if feel....if u ask me do i still love him...i will say yes...but dun noe this answer will it last forever...i really wanted to noe....
i really need a job a...damn poor man...no money to shop.....wet....sien!!!!
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